i was telling raf, how the morning feels like,
death just took place last night.
there's this sense of melancholy lingering in the air.
can you feel it?

i find myself slowly turning into a bitter sour idiot.
it's so hard to be all cheery and happy.
i'd sit down, start to think, and question, and come to no answer.
i've always preferred solitary. but recently, my mind's never at ease when i'm alone.
i get drowned in so many random thoughts, i end up getting exhausted instead.




zaki's recently dating his ex again. and they look so cute and happy together,
i am jealous. this isn't crazy talk, because you'll feel it, if you're out with them.